"I don't find parts in any of this that makes me feel the slightest bit good about myself", she said in her hearing, as reported by TIME.
Brown has 120 days to approve, reject or do nothing with the board's decision. "He may uphold, reverse, or modify the decision", a state official said. She was not directly involved in the murders of actor Sharon Tate and four others the previous night.
She said her sister and the others killed deserve better.
A troubled teen, Van Houten was using LSD and marijuana and had become pregnant by the age of 17. She is convicted of stabbing Leno and Rosemary LaBianca to death in 1969. Almost five decades ago, she said she held Rosemary down with a pillowcase over her head as others stabbed her dozens of times.
After Manson and his group committed the sick killings - they used the victims' blood to write "Rise", "Death to Pigs" and "Healter-Skelter", a misspelled reference to a Beatles song, on the walls and a refrigerator door.
Nearly 50 years after committing the murders which resulted in a life sentence, Leslie Van Houten, is up for parole.
Manson, 82 - who suffered a health scare earlier this year - remains confined in Corcoran State Prison.
Van Houten was both the youngest and also seemingly the most unlikely member of Manson's so-called family.
This is not the first time that Van Houten's parole is hanging by a thread.
Van Houten, who was 19 when she killed for Manson during a series of murders that terrorized Los Angeles over the summer of 1969, appeared before a parole panel for the 21st time.
A two-member California review board had granted parole to Van Houten in April.
But Brown overruled that decision, finding that Van Houten had yet to fully account for her willingness to participate in the murders and remained a danger to society. She was stabbed 16 times by cult members. Brown rejected release a year ago.
"Their intentions were to start a race war". She has spent the past 46 years behind bars.
Rich Pfeiffer, an attorney for Van Houten, told The Associated Press that his client was relieved by Wednesday's ruling, adding he believes she will be released eventually.
Yet in the same parole hearing, she also suggested she has trouble remembering everything she did.
A Florida police union asked its members and deputies not to escort Dolphin players from the stadium after they too took a knee. Our American flag is an important symbol to our great country and we, as officers, will continue to salute it.
His main rival Raila Odinga , from Kenyan opposition National Super Alliance ( NASA ), received 44.7 percent of the votes. The trade unionist had criticised election observers days after the vote for giving it a clean bill of health.
Like Australia , the kingdom finished with 19 points but goal difference secured its team a place in the tournament. Defeat in Uzbekistan could see South Korea fail to make it to the global showpiece for the first time since 1982.
The wheel could be used as a virtual personal assistant, planning a journey and a person's routine in advance. And British automaker Jaguar Land Rover hopes it's able to keep some hands on steering wheels.
Alongside The Eddy , the in-demand Chazelle is also gathering steam under his next feature, Neil Armstrong biopic First Man . Chazelle is partnering with Netflix to bring a musical drama series called The Eddy to the small screen, Variety reports .
Santa Barbara County Sheriff's officials describe the case as a dynamic investigation that is still in its early stages. Officials released surveillance images and circulated a report that Hetzel and Paris may be headed for Las Vegas.
Hurricane-force winds extend outward up to 60 miles from the center and tropical-storm-force winds extend outward up to 160 miles. Irma is deservedly getting all the attention at the moment, but there are two other systems to watch in the tropical Atlantic.
Kerley started 13 games for the 49ers in 2016 and led the team with both 667 receiving yards and 64 receptions (three touchdowns). Things must have gone well, because the Jets have signed Kerley to a one-year deal, according to ESPN's Adam Schefter .
It is absolutely critical, and the president is committed to making sure that the states have the money that they need". On Sunday, he said a higher debt limit should be linked to Hurricane Harvey relief funding.
Following Denver's 24-10 win in Super Bowl 50, Osweiler signed his infamous $72 million contract with the Houston Texans . Per numerous confirmed reports, Osweiler is signing with the Broncos a day after being dumped by the Cleveland Browns .
Rajeev Pratap Rudy resigns, more offer to quit
Some election-bound states, including Congress-ruled Karnataka, could get greater representation in the council of ministers. The election in Gujarat is due at the end of this year and the party will soon launch its poll slogan "Garaje Gujarat".